back again, was back on friday but kinda lazy to blog in. short but rough week. been through something i've never been through. had mid course cohesion, fun but tiring. ren ri yesterday, had yu sheng. nice, especially the yu sheng. i was sleeping the whole of yesterday. my legs felt like jelly, cos of all the running. it still feels like jelly now. i watched pearl harbour on tv last night, it's enriching, though i watched it before. i watched it in a different angle. it wasn't the dramatic effects, it wasn't the zero fighters in action, it wasn't the love triangle. what really struck me was the suffering, the bodies, the screaming, the fall of what's known to be a giant with power and might. feb 15th 1942, the japanese thought us a lesson, not how cruel or cunning the japanese were, but not to rely on someone else. we relied on the british, but they walked out on us. singapore can never fall again, if we fall again, everything goes back to square one, what we have achieved today is cos of our total defence. it's why i'm in green. serving the nation, going through hardship, it's something to be proud of. not for myself, but for my family and the country. alright this is turning into a history lesson, i shall stop here.