check out the pic! i find it very natural, cos i wasn't even aware it was taken. a round up of the week. a mind taxing week, used alot of my brains doing AOP (Approval Of Plan). the 5 days passed by quite slowly but nonetheless, i still gotta go through it, so be it. hmm had demolition live firing, it was bombastic! claymore rules! i wanna blow that up again if given the chance to. i think thats about the main events that happened, nothing much that i remember. the other thing is, i nearly couldn't book out because of some imbecile bastard who doesn't think. this means i have to be on my toes all the time, cos they might put me on duty anytime anyday. nice breakfast this morning with b and ray at good ole toa payoh, reminds me of my beatty days. watched tv the whole day, and once again gotta book in later. till next week..

hmm, yesterday was a very good day, went to sentosa in the morning for platoon outing. the afternoon onwards was better, the company was good. thanks miss lim. haa hope i didnt scare u on your first bike ride haha. and im sorry for going around in circles, think i'll suggest to the tourism board to put up more sign boards haha. spent today resting at home, chatting with peiling, oh miss lim = peiling hahaha now i gotta book in so im feeling kinda down la. anyways i'll blog in again next week till then, another week of in camp suffering :-(

back to my humble abode :-) hmm quite a fruitful week, GPMG and SOC from monday to wednesday. i cleared my SOC, timing 8.54 mins. for the GPMG, i did quite well for the technical handling but not too sure bout the theory. went for this heartsavers course, learnt to do CPR haa quite funny doing it to a mannequin. but passed that course too. the delta wing happy hour was organised very well, but we didnt get to drink, why? strict orders from wing com. we had our wing cohesion day this morning, sort of a amazing race kinda thing. it's quite fun actually though we were running in full battle order. sierra idol was held in the afternoon, haha some people just cant sing, but to those who can really sing, well done! after that, book out! and here i am. haa i realised ive been chatting to peiling the whole week, hmm thanks ah for absorbing all my complains and encouraging me haha. thats all i have..

once again, i'm gonna book in soon. a pity i cant logon to blog in camp, i'm sure i'll have lots to say everyday. but it's alright, afterall i write journals in camp. the coming week should be quite busy, GPMG (General Purpose Machine Gun)! if i do remember correctly, 3 days of GPMG. hopefully it's not gonna be a tiring week. and hopefully we can book out on friday night again, which i think we can. in anyways, today seemed like a good day to me, minus the booking in of cos. chatted with peiling for like since morning till bout 1600. i think we kinda clicked well, maybe it's cos our age difference is just like 2 weeks difference? haha anyways i think she has real potential to be a lesbian. yes yes, i know u might be reading this but i purposely said that haha. do take care yeah, and hopefully i can find time to chat with u in camp yeap. it is now time for me to take my leave.. .. .. ..

u see, sometimes life gets u into this situation whereby u feel lost, simply lost. what do u live your life for? who do u live your life for? why do u live? have u ever wondered? my life's been abit screwed up since the start of poly days, i guess i've been slacking too much. but i'd like to think that nothing is too late, i can still do something bout my life. i'm stuck with army stuff now, think army, do army, army is my job. and when i'm in camp, all i look forward to is booking out. home is still the sweetest. u'll never miss home till u're away from it. at least when i'm lost, it's one place i can go to. not that the answer is there, but it's a place u'll feel safe, sheltered from troubles. i'm glad my family is always with me, especially mum, every weekend she'll cook for me without fail, that's love. not forgetting my friends, friend's i've known for almost 7 years. lotsa thanks to them, without u guys, i'm probably lost in some bermuda triangle of reality.

Gold Reward

friday night book out! yes yes! all because i got gold for IPPT last week, i'm glad, very glad. main highlight of the week is the patrol field camp, what an experience. minimal hours of sleep, and i mean like 1hr? ambush and patrol missions, swarms of mosquitoes, tiring experience. 1st time we camped at mandai, and we realised that the moquitoes there, not only commando trained but rangers too. the amount of mosquito bites on my body is so much it's like i'm having an acne outbreak. looks darned ugly. it was so tiring that the day we arrived back at wingline, which is yesterday thursday, that night we totally shacked out. for me, the moment i lied on the bed i knocked out, instantly. the worse part was, we had a test today, safety officer test and none of us actually studied cos we fell asleep. well what matters is i'm back n my sweet sweet home now. that's all for now..

24 Hours

argh! just 24 hours of free time for me for this book out. so many things to do, so little time. i gotta get all the stuff for the OPs Order and the AOP and i gotta phoptocopy stuff. the only time i have for myself, is my meals and sleep. the past week was very slow, it's the same mon-sat but it's just simply slow. finally got gold for my IPPT yesterday morning, ran a good 9.29 secs for my 2.4km. and i got 5 points for the rest of my stations, so i got a full mark and i'm happy with my performance. will continue to work hard and strive on. next week's gonna be a superbly tough week, patrol field camp mainly. 3 missions, very little rest, constant alertness required..shall see how it can be done. gotta fly, need to reach camp at 1330hrs. blog in again..so long